2009

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This is officially my 1st post in 2009! Yey! At last I can spare my time to write! Currently I am damn busy with work. Alhamdullilah, some of my 2008's resolution have come true! Part of it, I have achieved what I planned in 2008. It's a wonderful year! Its seems like my last year resolution is not that hard to achieve. Last year, I want to grad with good grade (Done! 3.5 baby!), be more patient, less complaining and more work.

This year resolution is not that simple. Finally, I am ready to loose A LOT of weight! That's my 2009's resolution. I want to get out around 50 kg fat from me and be a new person by the end of 2009. Insyallah, I can!!!! Pray for me!

Currently I am busy writing my first novel. Some people from a well-known publishing house interested to publish my first book. So, I have to motivate myself to write! The novel is called 'Senyuman Yang Sempurna'.

sorry isn't the hardest word anymore

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Firstly, I want to apologies to a single soul that may be hurt because of my previous post. Yes, I am very sorry that I had to put the complicated moment to its end. Honestly I am not a person that really can face complexity very well. Especially things that are related to my feelings. Even though I tried to fool myself once, but it's seems like I got no power to stay strong and just be happy with it. Sorry that my decision is final. Sorry.

Sometimes I wish I could live in an understanding-free zone. I could roll around in pigshit ignorance not thinking about anybody else's feelings or circumstances or future or past. I could live my life at the same fluffy-duffy superficial level as everyone else, relieved of the compulsion to satisfy everyone.

But then, I realised, at the end of the day, I'm just playing human. As a person, I am sometime complicated. But that doesn't mean that I want to live in a complicated life.

so right but yet so wrong

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How can something feel so right can be so wrong? Can someone please answer the question that keep running in my head since ever. Yes, you all must be damn bored already when you guys know that the question is related to my love life. Love is damn complicated right?! (sigh! Sigh! Sigh!)

This kind of wrong-feel-so-right thingy sometimes make me so tired to fall in love anymore (or again). Oh God, for a while, please avoid the feeling from me. I don't want to fall in love in 2-3 years from now.

Talking about love, I had experienced all the common drama/ tragedy. 1) Truly love someone that will never love me. Done. 2) Someone that I will never love, love me so much. Done. 3) Truly love someone that truly love me back but we can't fall in love. Done!!!! Yay for me! I can get an award with the title “ Achievement of a lifetime – in love Drama”. Hahaha. =(

Love suppose to be so easy. Love can make the world so peace. But when you're in love tragedy, the world seems to be like the hardest place to live. (Habis tu kau nak duduk katne ared?!) People say that love is the medicine for a lonely heart. But what if there's no love? I guess I'll get the epidemic of loneliness. (sigh! Lagi...)

p/s: I love you sooo much, but I just can't. Sorry.

ana raffali

I'm not kidding when i say Ana Raffali is damn talented. Watch this video. Listen to the song. Listen to her voice!

kereta

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Lots of things happened lately but i just don't have the urge to write. Maybe because I am so tired. (Penat ke? haha!) For a start, I already got my driving license (at last). Now I have the love-to-drive car syndrome. It's common to people that just get their licences maybe. But I don't like to drive the manual car. It's just so hard! Luckily my dad cars are automatic. Ghee!

I went to Rantai Event last Saturday. I don't like it this year especially the art exhibition. Nothing much to see. Not that interesting accept for the lomokids and a picture by palancut. I got to watch Ana Raffali performed live at rantai that evening. With Aidit Alfian and Andy Flop Poppy backing her up on music, It's a blast! she's so sweet, and her music... WOW! No wonder Aidit always promoting her music to me. Jaga-jaga abg aidit! dah ada pesaing ni! haha!

Other than that, on the same time at Sg. wang rooftop, there's a free a gig called U.O.X play. Got the chance to see one buck shot playing. I really want to see White Shoes & The Couples Company play but i got to went home early. too bad! maybe next time.

a happy week

last week is a blast! meeting afgan and convo! huhuhu!

yasmin

For the Special Jury Prize award at Anugerah skrin 2008.
Love your work and happy with all the success! =)

Films

I love to watch films. Interpretation of a good or great films may varies to individual. To define a good film is not easy. There are so much aspect to be considered. But for me, I like to see the content of the film either it's strong or not. But sometime, a simple story with a strong presentation can be a great film. So, according to me, this is the list of film everybody should watch at least once in a lifetime.

Best Experimental Film

Director:Gus Van Sant Release Date: 3 October 2003 (Italy)

Tagline:

An ordinary high school day. Except that it's not.

You should watch this because...
to me, this the BEST film ever. For the 1st hour, you may not understand what the film all about but then you'll surely be surprise because it's not an ordinary film. At the end of this movie, I'm like "Oh!... Oooh! OMG! so on". So you get what I mean. I'm satisfied.

Most Beautiful Film

Director:Yasmin Ahmad Release Date: 6 April 2006 (Malaysia)

Tagline: Why do we hurt the most, The ones we love the most?

You should watch this because...
to me, this is Malaysia's best film. It's so beautiful just because. Watch it to know what I mean by that. If you're clever enough you'll get it. Haha... and this film also is so funny (Especially the 'race to the hospital' and ' orked dancing on the lorry' scene.)
Best Comedy Film

Director:Jean-Marc Vallée Release Date: 3 March 2006 (Italy)

Tagline: Growing up in this family, you'd have to be... C.R.A.Z.Y.

You should watch this because...
it's damn CRAZY! It's a witty and funny film.

Best Crime Film

Director:Alejandro González Iñárritu Release Date: 16 June 2000 (Mexico)

Tagline: Love. Betrayal. Death

You should watch this because...
lots of reasons!

1. Inarritu is brilliant
2. Gael garcia is also brilliant.
3. the first 10 minutes blow me away. Imagine the rest of this movie.
4. too lazy to write. =)

Best Drama Film

Director:Robert Redford Release Date: 2 March 1981 (Sweden)

Tagline: Everything is in its proper place... Except the past.

You should watch this because...
it's draggy as hell, make me sleepy all the way but still, I damn love it! It's a love-hate relationship between me and this film.

Senyuman yang Sempurna

Currently, I am busy with my new script called 'Senyuman yang sempurna' (working title). My strategy now is to finish writing lots of script first before submitting to any production house. Senyuman yang Sempurna basically is about a girl name Syami that try to find a boy name Dani so that she can tell him his mother last words before she past away. The storyline is quite complicated but I've work it out. The treatment have been completed and now I am busy writing the dialogue. Yes, it's the hardest part! huhuhu...

celebrity crush

from left to right Brooke Shields, Lindsay Price and Kim Raver

Did you all watch lipstick jungle? I just love the series. To be honest, it's better than Sex in the city. And I don't know how, I got a huge celebrity crush on Kim Raver (as Nico Reilly). OMG! Another celebrity crush! I think she's damn hot. Plus there's lots of saucy scene between Nico and her toy-boy boyfriend Kirby (Played by Robert Buckley).

Forget about that, I would like to thanx everybody that had wish me birthday wishes. Thanks guys and girls. This is the list of people that had wish me according to who wish me first.

1. Rahman & Zam
2. Yusuf
3. My Dad
4. Farhan
5. Ika & Iman
6. Lisa & Hafez
7. Linn
8. Hakim
9. Irfan
10. Nelly
11. Helmi
12. Syafin
13. Aidit Alfian
14. My Stepmom
15. Shasha
16. Nana
17. Rena
18. Ayu&Juju
19. Shaza & Ejat
20. My mother
    
21. Pijan
22. Irwan
23. Nabila
24. Yaya

Thanx! But where's my cupcake? huhuhu. Kidding! =)