shut the f*** up!

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I am tired with myself lately. I realized that everybody the same age with me have grow up but not me (I mean mentally). I am soooo not into the adult world! I am not ready for the adulthood. It's a state where people aspect too much from you, while you know deep inside you're just a kid. Not an adult yet!

I don't know, maybe its true or it's just me being selfish. Wait! Isn't selfish is a characteristic of an adult? Maybe I AM ready for adulthood! As if!

Or maybe my hormone and mood is not stable today. So I tell myself, shut the f*** up!!!

big idea

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My life is quite dull for this moment! It's so flat and uninteresting! huhuhu... Luckily one day while I'm watching tv, I saw an ad about this website : http://www.bigidea.com.my/ . Finally, I think this is it! This is my calling! I am always had ideas on making lots of TV program. Hopefully I can give my best shot in giving idea trough this program. huhu!

For my plan on this ramadhan, I will open a booth at a bazaar ramadhan near my house at Pantai Dalam with my mak uda. We will sell stuff like drinks (watermelon, guava, asam boi, asam limau, jagung etc), puding, baked macaroni, bubur etc. At least I got extra money for raya! Plus, I planned to go for a holiday at Jakarta on this raya. huhuhu... (harap-harap jadi la!!!) =)

in the air...

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cinta di udara
ingin aku bersama nya

cinta di udara
ingin terbang memeluk nya

cinta di udara
kelap kelip indah detik nya

cinta di udara
gapai lah tangan terus mendakap nya

cinta di udara
datanglah bersama nya

I'm Back!

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At last I can spare some of my time to write something on this blog. I am totally back people! Huhu..

Today I want to write about my work experience and why I quit my job so fast. No, I am not going to be so emotional as you guys hope, I just want to make it clear (hopefully).

The reason why I quit my job is I can't stand my boss. I don't care if you said that I quit too fast or whatever but I am sure any person that have emotional level like me will quit the job too. Like my ex-officemate said, there is no male staff can ever stand my boss. I have 2 bosses, a male and a female. The female boss is OK but the other one is so irritating and I hate to see his face any longer. Everyday when I go for work, I can feel the tension running out my head. He even haunting me when I am not at work. Did I do my good enough? or will he satisfy with my work? Are the questions that's always bugging my mind. It is so stressful! He is the kind of person that ask for things that are impossible to do. He keep judging on my video editing and ask me to re-edit. There's one video of a model that he asked me to edit and I have edit it for 7^th times and he is still not satisfied. Then, I figure that I want to test him. For the 8^th time, I send my first editing and he said that is what he want. Duh! It's so annoying! It's more annoying when I know the fact that he didn't know anything about video editing and he is COLOURBLIND! What the f*** up! (Cool down areed, don't lost your temper here) hahaha!

I am also annoyed for the fact that the company is only a modelling agency company that provide model for people that do TV commercial and Print Ad. What's the point to make extra ordinary video when all the client wanted to see is only the face and the potential of the models. Everyday, when he walk in into the office, my mood to work is totally turn to zero. I got a nature in me that I cant perfom well when I don't have heart to do it. So, after lots of thinking and advise from my friends, I quit the job! Huh!

Miss Malaysia

Deborah Henry will come to my office today! I am so excited!!!! I am like sooooooooooo into her! She's one of the most beautiful Malaysian!! I hope she really come. YEY! =)

Berlari-lari

I started working on Tuesday, 1st of July. It's a little bit tiring but so fun! huhuhu! Maybe I am over excited because this is my 1st official full-time job. My job is quite easy. I have to touch up all the picture that have been taken. Remove all the eye-bag, pimples or 'lubang²' on the models faces. Also repair all lightings so that the model look more gorgeous. For now, that's all I have to do including open the door or answering the phone. But just not all that yet. I also have to edit video, take pictures and videos or arrange casting session. But my bosses ask me to take it slow and slowly I'll learn everything a Multimedia Designer have to do in this agency. Last, I just wanna say, I am having fun... =)

Feel like flying

Yes! I got the job at D'casting Modelling Agency as a Mulitimedia Designer! I'll start on 1st of July. Thanxx everyone for the love and support! yey to me! =)

job hunting

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Last Monday, I went for 2 interview. The first interview was in Bangsar, a company call 'D'casting Agency'. It is a modelling agency. I applied for multimedia designer. I really hope i get this job because the place is so near to my house, the office is nice (haha), the job sound fun and i get to meet hot models everyday. Hahaha! The 2nd interview is kinda too boring for me. It is for an advertising company called 'Elypsis Malaysia'. they design ad campaign mostly for properties company. Today, I attend the 'Ujian Berkomputer JPJ'. Berjaya!! I also got a phone call from d'casting telling me to come tomorrow at their office for second interview. Wah! That's why I am soooo in a good mood today. =)

the first step

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Yesterday I take the first step of my attempt to have a driving license with attending the mandatory 5 hours KPP(lupa maksud die) class. It was a total waste of my time! I hate it so much! While the content of the book that provided by JPJ is quite impressive, the learning progress is a total pain in my ass! At the end of the longest 5 hours in my entire life, i realised that I got NOTHING from the class. The teacher is a very syok sendiri perasan pandai (sspp) type. Yeah! He thinks he is sooo clever so that he can talk about almost everything (that is not related to the class) including about his health issue, his hobby etc. Hei! I don't come to that fcuking class to know about you stupid! I dont even know you and I dont want to, a**hole! Maybe he doesn't have that many friends to share his story, but damn! dont tell us!

Clearly I am soooooooooooo disappointed!

honeymoon~~~

Yes! I am at my honeymoon moment where i got nothing to do in my life. Its kinda cool because my mind feel so free and happy. hahaha! just finish my studies last month, check my final result yesterday and will get my degree certificate around august to october (not sure) and I am so thankful to god for giving me this wonderful and colorful student life. Yey! I'll keep as my sweet moment of my life.
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Last monday, I went to Companies Commission of Malaysia (SSM) with bff Pijan and Ica. We are now officially the owner of a company called "Pau Production". Alhamdulillah! Dreams may or will come true. huhuhu! For now, insyallah we will produce our first movie by 2009. I really hope that the film (Epidemik Cinta Kuala Lumpur) will come true! God help us!
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To make sure that this film come true, we had to work damn very hard! But we promised (at least I know I am) not to complaint ever! hahaha! but it's kinda fun! To make a project that you love with people that you love, it's satisfying!